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10th September, 2007. 12:42 am.

I haven't been posting lately due to the fact that I haven't been home since Friday afternoon. I've had some rough couple days at home. I started spending them at my boyfriends house. I told him about my ED. He knew, already. He made me promise I would eat at least twice a day, while i promised to, I was crying, because i knew it was a promise i was going to break.

So then, to stop any suspicious thoughts or doubts, i ate this weekend, i thought if i make a promise like that and then not eat for 2 days hes going to worry more.

So Friday, i had 1/3 cereal bowl, and some doritos, which i then threw up.

Saturday sandwich, just bologna and bread. I couldn't throw that up because he was awake. Then ..........Chinese food. I got rid of all of it. Thank god my friend came by early. This way he stayed and hosted her while i showered and purged. If he came in with me it would've been hell.

Then again sunday morning, huge breakfast he treated me and my friend to.
All out in the shower.



I hate lying to him. him of all people.

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31st August, 2007. 10:06 pm.

I ate a 60 cal oatmeal

Biked 10miles :)

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28th August, 2007. 10:28 am. hmmm Should post here often.

People are catching on to weight loss....I guess I'll hide it better when I get to school. Hopefully, so long as teachers back off.

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10th July, 2007. 2:02 pm. im going on a one week fast

7hrs so far. I feel fine.

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29th June, 2007. 1:23 pm. Ha!! Challange

Is it just me, or is LiveJournal a bit complex.........Scratch a BIT. ALOT lol I think its how they make you pay for an account..

HA.

Dirty little schemers. All wells. Ill get the hang of it.


ANYWHOOOOOOOOOOO
Im very glad that i was brought onto this site, its been a ton of help so far, and i love how active everyone is on it. I feel as though itll   help me 10x more. :D


Whore-A! <- = Hooray

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